Ghandi

I keep forgetting to go to the bathroom before i go to bed.  Its a weird problem that i have.  Every night I wake up and have to walk over to my bathroom, turn on the light (which kills my eyes), go to the bathroom, then right back to bed.  It is so annoying!!  Can i not just hold it??  Its like I  cant control my own body!  Im sure other people have problems with this kind of thing...  maybe a little bit different like drug addictions, or maybe pornography addictions.  They cant control themselves.  Geez ... makes me wonder when we will own ourselves completely??  Well tis is too much for me to think about...  I'll most likely wake up and burn my eyes while i relieve my bladder.  And tonight is not the last time I'll see the light.